Being completely honest I kind of regret paying the membership fee, I feel as If I wasted my money. Why did I do it I continue to ask myself most likely because I have a lust problem or porn and sex addiction. I thought maybe I could feed it but its starting to look like no maybe the universe is forcing me to heal and overcome it and I'll go on with this month without actually meeting or hooking up with anyone. I recently met my twin flame and she is in her running stage which is also why I'm here to try to numb the pain of love with lust. It is causing me depression that she is absent physically in my life but this process is starting to transform me into a better man. I'm starting to believe sex is a sacred dance of two souls. I know I'll always be a freak but I guess just not for everyone or anyone.

My Ideal Person Someone naughty who looks to get massages and likes to cum more than once